Still waiting to pass the fetus, nothing yet. I have some guests tomorrow night. According  to my luck, it can happen then.

dealing with life

I lost my baby last week at 11th week of pregnancy. All was awful, waiting in the ER, talking to the doctors, and feeling desparate. I haven't still passed the fetus, I suppose, although having severe cramps 2 days ago.
Life can be so fucking sometimes. Now, I feel numb, as a ruptured baloon, like a dead body...